Leaving Hayes 2/21/2022

I feel like my heart has been ripped into a million pieces. 

Remember my email a few weeks ago,  About trusting God in good and bad times? Especially in bad times. I've been reflecting on that the last few days. Not even because things are bad, things are just confusing right now. 
Last night I got a phone call from President Thompson and we talked for a little while and he feels that the mission needs me elsewhere. So i'm packing up and miving tomorrow. I'm really sad about it, i really love my companions and i love my area and ward so much and I was going to spend my birthday with them!😭💔 I was getting too comfortable in Hayes and I know there is not growth in comfort so I am looking forward to the growing but man this hurts. :(
I feel like leaving Hayes is harder than leaving America... but I know President prayed long and hard for an answer and I trust him because he trusts the Lord. I'll be moving to an area called Peckham is east london (i think). And my companion will be a girl named Sister Redford from Norway, I still get a foreign companion so I'm happy about that abd it'll be good to see another part of London. I just need to remember that it's the Lords work not mine and I know that He knows best and I'm leaving for a reason.
This week was so fun! Sister Black hit her 1 month of missionary work so naturally we had to get celebratory doughnuts! We had 2 friends come to church which was a MIRACLE! Because we haven't had friends coming in the longest time and it's just been a week full a love and laughter. I'm sad I won't have more time with Sister Nichols and Black but they have become forever friends in the short 2 weeks that we've been together and I'm so grateful for that!
I just did some packing today and we went out to eat and shopping for a few hours so it's been a good day overall just still in shock. Lol.
Anyways that's all for now. I love you all and I know that as we put our full trust in God's plan everything will work out not only for our benefit but for our eternal salvation and eternal happiness! This is the Lord's work and I am blessed with the oppurtunity to serve as an instrument and His hands. That hymn "I'll go where you want me to go, dear Lord... I'll be what you want me to be." has been on my mind since my call with President Thompson last night. I know that with each calling I receive as a full time missionary is a calling to BECOME what and who my Savior and Father in Heaven want me and expect me to become. This transfer will be good, i just need prayers so please send them my way 💗 This week I had a tough battle with my mental health stuff and I just know of a surety that Jesus Christ is the light at the end of a dark tunnel, not only that but He is the light walking along side me in the dark tunnel. Jesus Christ died for you and He LIVES for YOU. I know that! And I pray so badly that you know it as well. :')
Thank you for all the love and support. I truly have an Army of Angels behind me and alongside me. Thanks for being my Utah angels. I hope you all have a fantastic week and trust Heavenly Father. He loves you. SO much! 💜
Love, 
Sister Fox 🌻

Pics! 
This week w. the Trio 😎
Sis Nichols & I (we knew each other before this life, i just know it. 💗💗💗) 
Sis Blacks 1 month, my cute lil trainee :')
District pday @ Nandos last week (nandos needs to come to the USA) 
Pday Things 🤩















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